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Salam, 
I would like to wish all my blog readers, blog followers, kawan kawan alam maya that I have known this past 3 years, those whom I have met in person and those whom I have not met yet, my closest friends (from office :) - you know about this blog because you  are special ), have a great and happy raya. Be thankful, be grateful and be safe.
And I seek your forgiveness jika tersalah/terlebih komen, tersalah tutur kata yang kadang masuk ke dalam hati, ter bad mood in person dekat sesiapa :), dan segala yang terkurang dari segala segi.
Saya hanya salah seorang dari anda yang cuba untuk menjadi lebih baik setiap hari dan insyaAllah, as long as we are struggling to be that kind of a person, we are ok. InsyaAllah.
Life is a never ending battle and struggle :)

Ermayum wishes all Selamat Hari Raya  :)

Happy Raya and Maaf Zahir Batin
love
 Er Ma Yum

ps: gambo raya tahun lepas. gambo tahun ni belum ambil lagi :)

Every day is yr day

Happy father's day Ayah. We love you :D. Err hadiah nantilah ye, we all kena korek tabung lu :)

Happy father's day to you and you- Please hugs/urut/massage/ambil hati/buy favorite food/spend time melayan berborak/ give a bit of money if not much :) sementara masih ada :( and a lot of prayers  to those dad who have gone. Dad is only one. Yang hilang takkan berganti. Yang pergi takkan kembali. Yang ada sukar untuk dimengertikan but tersembunyi seribu rasa yang kadang tidak ternilai oleh mata kasar. You ll understand it later.

Love ER MA YUM

Great Day to You

Happy besday to my beloved hubby.
From cik Erma with love

Happy besday to our much loved
father. We love you
From Dina, Acha & Q with love

Happy (advance) father's day
We love you Ayah CHAAAA

Ps:
For our lots of loves, please drive a bit slower

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More than Songs and More than Words

Happy Teacher's Day Cikgu TK, Cikgu Hazel, Teacher Sandra and the rest of you yang juga Teacher :D

Dan juga bekas bekas Cikgu like Pn Zarin :)

For you, teachers,  

Pagiku cerah

Matahari bersinar

Ku kendong beg merahku

Dipunda

Selamat Pagi Semua

Kunantikan dirimu

Didepan kelasku 

Menantikan Kami

Guruku tersayang

Guru tercinta

Tanpamu 

Apa jadinya aku

Tak bisa baca tulis

Mengerti Bacaan

Guruku 

Terima kasih Ku

Nyatanya diriku kadang buatmu marah

Namun segala maaf kau berikan

        

We love you teachers. Thank You. We make you a handmade card this year :)- 


ps:

1) my fav song :) - I heard first time from the girls. Rupanya lagu indon ada pulak dalam cik Tube :) 

I Lap U

We celebrated our big day a few days ago. 9 years of bitter sweet memories- beautiful spring, badai, tsunami, sweet fall and hot summer, semua ada :D.  

Marriage is not a bed of roses. I beg to differ. It is a bed of roses but not without duri duri roses yang tajam tu :). 

I treasure the 9 years, the good and the bad. Today is real, so I live today fully. Tomorrow is uncertain. I will face it with hope and courage, I will brave it with love and faith.  

 the watch is far from being very significant yet still it is a  gift from my heart

Though he is not the best of human beings :) because he has his flaws and weaknesses and his mood swings and period time (oh yes man has period), yet he is still the most lovable person that I want to continue living my life with - Because he can also be as sweet as honey (jaga bon bon PP) and most importantly, he makes me feel that I am loved and pampered emotionally.  

charm watch bralet tu I got for myself when I bought his watch, cantik tak ? :)
and kotak bawah tu pressie untuk saya.
 Suka sangat dapat juga saya menjadi orang orang I, :D. 

I love you so much

Life without you

Will not be as such

With you is living

where flowers are smiling

where birds are singing

where sunshine is teasing

Yes, No soul is without strain

No heart is without pain

Yes, some days are with tears

Some nights are with fears

Road is not without obstacles

Life journey is not without hindrance

But no life is without love

And no love is without you

Ps: 

Do I sound corny? hmm I should quickly take this off the wall :).Right after he reads it.

If the poem yang tak menjadi itu sound familiar is because it is recycled from birthdaynya poem, sendiri karang k :)


anyway, I do believe that hadiah hadiah kebendaan ni cuma penyedap but bukan lah penting  - of course it is a thought that matters and what more important is peace at heart and peace in mind :D, 

Melompat Lompat Ke Depan

assalamulaikum Happy chinese new year to all my friends yang celebrating and for my chinese readers (if any, but I know that Kiasumom is one:)) google pic This year is a rabbit year - and jangan tak tau I am a rabbit :D Some  facts (for fun of course) about peope who are born in rabbit here.  Year Of The Rabbit

1915, 1927, 1939, 1951, 1963, 1975, 1987, 1999 People born in the Year of the Rabbit are articulate, talented, and ambitious. They are virtuous, reserved, and have excellent taste. Rabbit people are admired, trusted, and are often financially lucky. They are fond of gossip but are tactful and generally kind. Rabbit people seldom lose their temper. They are clever at business and being conscientious, never back out of a contract. They would make good gamblers for they have the uncanny gift of choosing the right thing. However, they seldom gamble, as they are conservative and wise. They are most compatible with those born in the years of the Sheep, Pig, and Dog. From here Yang highlight to ada lah kena mengena sikit sikit ngan I :), reserved at times (but most of the time bising kalau kena korumnya :)), selalu lah orang mencurah rasa sebab orang trust, memang saya rasa, saya ni baik hati sometime (ceh),  selalu lah juga  lucky part duit duit ni bila kering ja ada lah rezeki mana mana datang, alhamdulillah. I am not risk taker , not a gambler with money or with my life :), a bit conservative in a lot of things . And I love gossips and majalah gossip local and oversea :), gossip nyata suka juga but suka dengar jalah  tak suka mengadu domba dan membawa cerita   Yang italic tu ada lah sipi sipi sifat- sifat tu. Sedikit  ada excellent taste :) (read as gilo brand skit :D, setakat yang termampu but semua orang pun kan).  I ni memang sabar (part part nak marah lah, kalau part nak buat benda cepat cepat or nak beli benda tak sabar sabar memang jenis tak sabar :D) but tak betul lah kalau nak cakap tak berangin, seldom lose temper tu tak betul gak - cuma I tak suka marah terlepas kat depan depan,  ada lagi sedikit sabar lah jugak -  marah and ngamuk  belakang - belakang ja  (macam kalau boss marah marah and rasa nak ja melawan and menjawab, kat depan dia tak lose temper lagi, leh cover lagi :).  Tu lah antara yang betul pasal saya, kebetulan kena on the dot and sipi sipi :D. Yang lain lain tu memang tak betul langsung lah :). Talented? ambitious? clever at business , hmmm tak betul tu - hancus :) How about you dear semua? Sapa lagi tahun Rabbit ?:), Zarin is one, Unai is another and a few others , hmm sapa lagi ek.... Happy Chinese New Year :D and Happy Holiday. Have Fun and Be safe k

Happy Happy 2011

salam, salam tahun baru :) ,
Tiada apa yang baru sebenarnya, sama sahaja, hari ja bertukar ganti, siang sama cerah and malam sama gelap :), pejam yang rapat, celik yang jaga, setahun lagi berganjak. Bertambah buruk umur kita, bukan bertambah baru :)

Yet life moves on. Time never stops even for a second. So let 's leave behind all the bad memories, moga apa yang lepas menjadi iktibar dan mendewasakan kita. Let's keep whatever great and sweet memories dalam hati dan jiwa. Moga esok akan terus membawa perkara perkara indah buat kita .

2010 was not an easy year for me. Mr Hub's accident was a major catastrophe, but I am thankful to Allah, all is well and we are still here as family. Sihat dan gumbira.

I dont have any new year resolution. Macam juga ucapan (ceh) tahun baharu Muharam yang lalu, saya cuma mahu menghayati hari ini. Seize the day, live for the moment, have no doubt, stay hopeful, stay positive. I welcome all to come with faith and inner strength.

Moga hari-hari esok lebih indah. Moga hari esok lebih tabah, lebih bermakna, lebih mematangkan dan dengan sedaya upaya menjadi lebih baik dari segi hati, jiwa dan perangai :). Maklumlah saya manusia biasa (kadang hanya pandai berkata kata hehe, tu malas berazam tu). But insyaAllah, insyaAllah.

Happy new year to my dearest readers. Another year in a blogging world. Thank you kerana menjadi pembaca saya :)

Till later

Ps: mail2blogger post dari cinema menunggu the tourist :D

Dari Hati Saya

salam semua, salam Ramadan Mubarak and incoming Syawal yang mulia :)


1 syawal semakin dekat. Dimana saja kita berada, seolah kita menyedut nafas raya:). Lagu raya di radio, shopping complexes and kedai Rm2 :) 


Yang bergembira tentulah yang dapat berkumpul bersama sanak saudara, mak dan ayah. Memori tahun ini  akan diisimpan rapi bersama dengan memori memori indah yang sedia ada.


Yang kehilangan orang tersayang, yang mati tentunya akan diingati dan dirasai ketidakhadirannya. Mereka yang pergi sudah tentunya tiada . Hakikat yang benar, pahit untuk dikenang tapi kenyataan yang sahih yang mesti diterima oleh kita yang masih hidup.


Untuk yang menyambut tanpa orang tersayang. heart becomes sensitive. Tears well easily. Rindu datang menggamit dan kenangan lama menyentuh hati.


Yet here we are, day in and day out, Syawal datang lagi. Kerana Syawal ialah hari kemenangan untuk yang berjaya berpuasa - kena la juga menyambutnya - seadanya walau kadang tiada rasa untuk beraya. Sabar la hati, sabarla sayang :) .


Dikesempatan ini, Ermayum ingin menyusun 10 jari (yang telah setahun setengah menulis (menaip) blog) memohon maaf. Kalau ada hati yang terasa, terguris dari nukilan rasa yang cuma sekadar bercerita, meluah rasa dan bergurau, saya mohon maaf dari lubuk hati yang paling dalam. Setiap yang tertulis disini hanya la sekadar berkongsi dan setiap sindiran (jika ada :)) hanyala sekadar penambah rasa.


I am sure all you dearest is packing up to go back hometown.  Yang tak balik, make the best of the time (and place) yang ada k. This is your sacrifice, insyaAllah panjang umur tahun depan boleh balik.

To all my fellow bloggers and pembaca setia - selamat menyambut Aidil Fitri, have a safe trip wherever you are going  or be safe wherever you are. Jangan gembira sangat- jangan sedih sangat :D.


Dan untuk kawan kawan rapat (dan nyata saya), ucapan dan kemaafan yang sama, saya pinta. Saya maafkan semua  keterlukaan or keterkecilan hati saya :) (ceh - iyala sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit, suami isteri terasa, inikan pula kawan kawan), dan saya minta yang sama juga kepada semua.


Have a great Syawal semua  :)  

Merdeka Merdeka Merdeka :)

Happy Birthday Malaysia

A greeting from my heart

I love you so much

Life without you

Will not be as such

With you is living

where flowers are smiling

where birds are singing

where sunshine is teasing

No soul is without strain

No heart is without pain

No day is without tears

No night is without fears

Road is with obstacles

Journey is with hindrance

But no life is without love

And no love is without you

Happy Birthday To You :)

and only You

15 June 2010

ps:

kek is courtesy of Bella Toyota Moon :), feel free to look for her for order ye toyotarian :)

Bergerak keluar kota

Happy Friday semua, last working day of the week and last day of a school day. Last day of exam for Er :). 

Mesti ramai yang meninggalkan kota esok petang, pergi bercuti cuti Malaysia and over the sea :) or balik kampung visit mak ayah and tok nenek :).

To everybody, happy holiday - be safe and enjoy k :).

What day is today?

Today is a special day. What is that ye :D? Dear, take a wild guess will you? So that I can give you a small token for the correct guess. :). Nope it is not my birthday :)

A short letter for you

Dearest all,
Tq for all your kind words.

I tend to write then and there when I feel it, so it always sounds worse than bad :)- but at the point of time it was worse- it is a reflection of a true feeling and it is such a relief to get it out off my chest and put it down all in writing.

But the actual truth, I am OK. I am always OK - I always get my strong self back - thank you semua for reading - sapa yang lambat I da letak dalam draft balik hhehe - malu wei - as if I got caught crying in public :). I will republish it later (hopefully la) to those yang tak berkesempatan membaca hati I yang menangis hiba :).

Thanks to all your doa and prayers - my father is getting better and he can be discharged tomorrow - so I still have him to count on , insyaAllah. MRI scan reveals that there is a very minor stroke and of course he needs to take  extra good care of himself, exercise, eating and medicine. InsyaAllah I always hope that he stays healthy. Even if his time arrives in the future , I pray that there is no suffering and no sickness- to go in a good state , dalam tidur ke lepas sembahyang and of course dalam iman, bukan sebab sakit menderita lama or bedridden or accident. InsyaAllah. 

Thank You

Cikgu Jasamu Dikenang

Happy Teacher' s Day to all the teachers in the world ;D- to the blogger friends yang juga teacher teacher, sis TK, moonshin and sis hazeleyed.

Teacher's job is a noble job. But not many teach with love and sincerity. Great teacher is able to tame a wild heart, motivate a hopeless child and stir a curious lad. He or she will keep the momentum going and push the limit of each being who are under his or her wings. This kind of teachers would be remembered forever as they have touched their students heart. And they remain closer to one' s mind.

I have many teachers. And of course I am thankful and grateful to each one of them. But there are only a few whom i hold very dear to my heart because they taught me more than mere academic. They taught me about life and responsibility, about knowing one self and having confidence to do more and about being perseverance and never giving up and about achieving the impossible dream/s.

These were the teachers who had faith in me, who never failed to motivate and guide me and correct my wrong doing ( or wrong thinking) and they diplomatically directed me to the right aim.

And having children of my own make me realize that teaching is indeed not an easy task. Especially in teaching little children. So for that, Happy teacher s day to my kindie teacher ;).

Jasa dan baktimu dikenang cikgu. Tanpa kamu tidak kami tahu abc dan alif ba ta. Dengan kamu, kami belajar. Sebelum yang susah, yang senang itu lebih susah untuk diajar. Ketahui la cikgu, mengenal huruf, bacaan dan ejaan pertama lagi susah dari theory science and mathemathic peringkat ijazah ;D,

Cheers

PS: mail2blogger post

Remembering My Mother

My mother was a pretty lady. I used to think of her as bintang filem everytime I look at her young photo.

My mother was a housewife cum a fruitseller. She helped my father in the market. She only took rm10 as a pocket money. She went to the market at noon - riding her basikal tua.

My mother loved to main kutu. She was trusted by her friends as kepala kutu. She was always the last one to get her money as she allowed all her other friends to have their own turn. Sapa nak pakai duit nak cepat, ambilla no 1 no 2. Her last kutu money was 1 month before she died.

Most of her jewelry was bought with kutu money. In the old days. she collected her rm10 pocket money daily and accumulated them for her kutu contribution.

My mother always thought of us when she ate any delicious things. Delicacies that she bought, or food that our neighbour gave.  She would always keep them aside for us if it tasted good. She would taste only a bit so that we could have a bigger portion.

My mother always shed tears everytime she watched hindustan movie or drama melayu. And I would laugh and tease her - apa la ibu, cite ni pun nak nangis :)

My mother had the kindest heart-always took pity of others and always lent money to her friends.

My mother hand fed me.

My mother accompanied me to my school bus stop at 6.30 every morning. She cycled her basikal  tua with me sitting at the back. 

She cooked in the morning, went to the market in the afternoon and did house chores in the night.

She was a superwoman of her generation

Happy Mother's Day.

Ps: Mail2blogger post

Gong Xi - Gong Xi

Happy Chinese New Year to all my friends who celebrate this auspicious occasion.


This year is a tiger year- the third month in Chinese calendar- there are 12 Chinese zodiac each attaches to an animal sign.

A little bit about a tiger person :)

Tiger sign indicates courage, power, passion, and royalty.


Those born in this year have charming personalities, love competition and never give up, - clever, witty and know what they want- straightforward by nature yet unpredictable at times,


Tiger persons can be very successful if they are able to keep everything under control-

They need to calm down under pressure and not to rush into conclusion and make hasty decision  - they will be very successful then


To blogger friends,especially  Kiasumom  :) - Go Xi Fa Chai ( can I have angpow aaa?:)) Kit- you re celebrating as well right?  :)- have a good one k. 

To the others - do you know what year you are born? (just for the sake of suka- suka)-
Mine is Rabbit (eh betul ke?- Zarin, Shariz - help please hehe - since kita sama muda :))

Happy Long Weekend All :)

ps:
Those who are going back hometown or going for holiday (cuti cuti Malaysia or cuti cuti oversea :))- safe journey K- safe driving and safe flying :) - biar lambat asal selamat - bersopan di jalan raya - atau di mana mana- cheers :)