Tertonggeng di belakang lori

بِسمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحمٰنِ الرَّحيمِ

Salam

Hari ini dalam sejarah. Kami tersadai di Genting Sempah. Ustaz kata, ucapkan dulu
إِنَّا لِلّهِ وَإِنَّـا إِلَيْهِ رَاجِعونَ , dan bawak bertenang. . Dalam apa apa keadaan jangan kalut.

We managed to drag (literally) our car to reach Genting Sempah's Petronas. Walau semput, mulut kumat kamit dengan doa, kami berjaya menghabiskan perjalanan 2 Km ke port Genting Sempah. Nasib otak sedikit cerdik :), I quickly called GE for a towing service back to our home. 100 Km to go.We were pretty sure we wont be able to last that long- no matter how semput the car moved.

Kami cuba bawak bertenang dan ajak anak anak solat di Surau Petronas dulu. Da bertenang, solat wajib qasar dan jamak, and solat sunat minta dimudahkan

After solat, I saw that the car was already tertonggeng di belakang lorry. Ready to be towed. Cepatnya sampai tow truck ni. I found out (later) that the towing guys was actually went uphill to genting for another car that broke down. Unfortunately, the car was suddenly OK and the car owner said that he did not require towing service anymore. Amazing, Allah is indeed d best planner  How he connects the dots of so many people and event. 

So, Alhamdulillah hari itu kami naik kereta yang menaiki lori. Luas pandangan :).

And we arrive safely at home FOC - kalau bayar confirm RM300.


Tq Great Estern. Tq Allah yang memudahkan segala.

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And there we were

بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ

Salam

On one of our lunch date, I told Zarin sweet sour that I would be
going to Sabah in Dec and she said "eh nak pg gak la" and I was like "ha jom jom, cuba u check same flight ada lagi tak?" and tadaaaa. As easy as that.



And we are just so lucky because our hubs are both Trengganuan and they just clicked. Da memang biasapun sebelum ni.

Pose trademark gila gila kami

And I was glad that we made this trip. We had so much fun. We could do this again eh babe?



And guess who we met? The ever gorjes and humble sparkly sharky yang bersusah payah ambil kami untuk brunch and bawak kami beli buns Nong yang sangat sedap tu. Thanks babe, it was really nice to meet you in person. :)



Thanks Dear Sabrina


Untill we met again

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Colours of June

Salam

Jarang jarang sudah saya update- looking at my clean blog record never I leave the blog so long if not more than a week. I still have a few draft that is so lapuk. The less frequest you write, the lesser idea you would have- betul tak. In 2009, I wrote everyday- about every thing - every common and mundane things- the degree of my kemerepekan then was so high

Nevertheless, despite having ZERO idea to write, I insist myself to record some of the things that happened in June - June saw a besday of my beloved PP :). He is hitting 40 - almost half a decade huh? Makin tua harap makin matang - part part gatai tu kurang kan - muhahahah

Qayyum Iman first and REAL VISIT to the dentist- Dia terpaksa cabut gigi mati dia sebab da bernanah di dalam gusi. So at 4 years 1 months, he is already ronggak in the front.

Maidless for 3 months now- sudah biasa - early morning, late night but masih sempat keluar berbizness, masih sempat curi masa bermovies and girls-out- So not so bad, I guess. Wait- hmm I need a dryer- that will make life much better :)

Till later - dont know when :D

Cakes n more cakes

Another twin celebration d other week.




Sorang loves ultraman sorang loves princess. Till this year, I never knew that ultraman ada ramai. Different different types :). The one on Qayyum cake sent to kindie before not his favorite. He likes this one. Apa namanya? neelo? Zeero? Hehe


And they were in d houssssse :).




Both were happy :).
And I was introduced to a new cake yang sangat lajat. Marie Cheese no bake.


Ni besday girl gak - bidan terjun hehe.




D pretty Kyra, holding the bag that I wanted :), coz  I got d pencil case but Meen got the bag. Menci tau :(.
heh.

Till later.
ps1 : from d phone semua gambar jadi kurang sharp.
ps2: all cakes from Zarin
ps3: Unai I lupa jemput you  huhu


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SabtuDay

Salam Sabtu day,

Ni gambar Ermayum paling latest.- Pagi ni baru. Nampak kecik skit ke atau ilusi baju hitam? Hehe. Sebenarnya nak tayang baju baru semalam hiks.




Full day today. Pagi pagi lepas drop d girls at VE, bawa Sandra shopping jubah untuk dinnner. Sepersalinan dia shoppong siap ngan kasut and beg dinner. Nasib saya tak ikut beli .

Mau balik kampung petang ini hantar the princess n d prince. Will miss them dearly for some time. Moga dilindungi Allah sentiasa anak anakku.

Below pic: me and Sandra. Dia dulu besau gak


And saya lupa saya sudah berkahwin 10 tahun dengan hub. I totally forgot about the date. 16.02.2012. Hnm orang tu pun tak ingat dunia gak . But sebab saya sendiripun lupa tak jadi lah nak majukkan hehe. Hub saya mau candle light dinner pleaseee.

Till later. Call me if wanna try SD .

Drama Hari Ini

Salam
Sambil menyedut teh ais yang sungguh nikmat ni (sebab dah lama tak minum) dikelilingi oleh orang lain yang juga makan breakfast yang semuanya lelaki (selalu bf sini with hub) but ada akak kisah? Nak blogwriting jab .

breakfast pagi ni- telur mata lembu, tempe and sambal n kacang-
that is my nasi lemak for the pas 3 months :)

Wake up this morning blur. Bersiap siap untuk hantar d girls to VE just to realize that I dont have my watch with me. (yes I sleep and I bath with my watch on). Baru lately I belajar tanggalkan but I always put it back after shower. I punggah satu rumah and I could not find it. Kecoh and kelam kabut la pagi sabtu yang memang rushing ni.

Funny because it makes me want to cry. And so I thought of my dream last night, half concious like somebody was holding my wrist, taking off something of it and walked around in the bedroom. ( it's not hub because he was home late). So my wildest imagination work its way into creating drama minggu ini .

Worry, sad and cant do anything. Do I have it on me last night? Terjatuh kat pasar malam ke? How come? Macam macamlah I fikir sambil hantar anak and pergi office. It is only a watch ok. Istifar, istifar Erma. Terdetik dalam hati, if it lost, there is a reason for it. Ter riak ke memakainya? Istifar. Maybe nak dapat rezeki yang lebih baik? InsyaAllah, sapa tahu.

Then hub called and informed me that he found it in my wardrobe in between my clothes'piles. I have no idea how it got there.

Hah my mind just about to go into a conspiracy theory dah hehe. I already consider doing a solat hajat to find that watch. (hub's friend tak jumpa file, nak g interview, satu rumah 3,4 kali punggah, 3,4 kali tongkang pecah but tak jumpa. Ustaz ajar buat solat hajat cari barang dalam rumah n the next day, his eyes accidentally fixed on that particularly file.) Amazing huhu?

In my case, I found it funny yet not so funny when I can go haywire because of only a watch.

There are other life major crisis that requires more attention kan. Itulah manusia. Itula antaranya saya. A bit sad, of course yet thankful.

Ps:
always go back to our creator for help.
Allah is d best planner.

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A new page

Salam

Am I too late to wish you all a happy new year? :)- yes yes very late huh? lagi lambat dari kak Syidah gorjes. :)

I hope this year will be a calm and beautiful year for me to live my life without any major catastrophe - I have had 3 tough years in a row. It started in 2009 with my mum passing, 2010 with Hub being bedridden for 3 months and 2011 with my dad dying. And of course I have a very tough year last year emotionally with so many personal problems that was better left buried forever.

I know that all life challenges brings you closer to Allah, believe it or not,  because you are loved – you are loved so much – hard to accept but that the truth. Dugaan hidup boleh merapatkan kita pada Allah, boleh juga membuat kita hilang pedoman. Think and act wisely. I have felt the miserable moment where I could not do anything but only pray and cry and zikir- because that and that only kept me going. There is no alternative unless you want to dissapear into the thin air (like sleeping 24 hours afraid to wake up because the moment you wake up, you do nothing but being worried and sad).

Yet I was so thankful for those moments and it really makes me become a thankful person - manusia yang bersyukur pada apa apa sahaja. Kelapangan hari ini sangat indah dari kesempitan semalam. Kelapangan hati dan jiwa adalah lebih berharga dari wang ringgit. Kereta buruk hari ini 100 times better dari tiada kereta :) (patah kaki wei kalau ada satu keta- semua nak tunggu laki:)). Sedikit adalah lebih baik dari tiada. As the day passes by, I start to see why it happened the way it was and all because that is the best for me. It has not ended yet but I am going to stay here stronger than ever.

Most importantly, I appreciate today for it allows me to do ordinary things and being able to be thankful for a simple thing or to appreciate today for nothing at all. I believe that rezeki bukan hanya pada wang ringgit and materials – umur panjang itu rezeki, kesihatan yang baik itu rezeki, kelapangan hati itu rezeki, kelapangan hidup itu rezeki, anak anak itu rezeki, suami itu rezeki and so on. So even every day when I ask for more and more (that translate into more money :))from Ya Razaq, I know that he has given me so much more. Countless – tak terkira. So kalau lambat nak masyuk :) tu sabarlah dan usaha lagi.

At the end of the day being able to be thankful at the smallest of thing is the most beautiful of all. Syukur itu nikmat , syukur itu indah, syukur itu manis. It makes us appreciate what we have (though at the same time we do want so much more :), biasalah manusia kan.:)

I close the year with personal reward/s as well – something that I have been wanting forever but never manage to get it for myself – Alhamdulillah – finally – I ll be wearing it for the next 10 years, I hope. And recently, I reward myself again with something that I should not be buying but since the bargain is so good (it was bought by my sister's friend in France after discount :) ), I just got to give in :) and I think I just have to justify it with me doing OK (not well yet :)) with SD2- so that is an advance rewards- Bear in mind that my last expensive bag was back in year 2008.

Here is me sharing my excitement (the kind of feeling when you want the whole world to know hehe, walaupun bukan lah grand sangat kan) but bottom line is -  deep down, I know that all these all are nothing as compared to kebahagian yang hakiki- iaitu keikhlasan hati dan kesedaran bahawa saya hanya hamba Allah yang kerdil dan penuh dosa. Materials itu only pure dust :), materials itu hanya menggembirakan hati apabila hati itu memang gembira but it means nothing bila hati berdepan dengan kesedihan. Spiritual itu juga yang terlebih baik , yang perlu sentiasa diperkuatkan..

Till later - (yet still nak tanya "comel tak beg I?" hiks :D:))

Crispy crisp

Salam :)
MIL in d house. Behave .

Last night bawak mak jalan. Menantu belikan sehelai baju (sehelai ja) and ajak mak try makan "hot & roll" pratha (my fav) but dah habis. Got to settle for Savoury Crispy.




Hmm nice mouth-watering smell.

Till later

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A little Something

Salam

I have done some crazy shopping these few days. Lunch time, dinner time, week days, and weekend. Quite hectic you know .

Almaklumlah, hujung tahun durian memang selalu jatuh. . Alhamdulilah, Alhamdulilah so much better still even with the tsunami and flood impact.

Saya tidak shopping untuk saya sangat (iyalah tu), saya mencari cari hadiah hadiah dari hati untuk menghargai kawan kawan baik saya.

The moment I gave them "their little something" they were suprised and speechless of course. The looks on their faces were so precious. I am glad that I got all the gifts right. The fossil watch, the Guess watch, Guess lucky charm bracelet, and Ms Poppy Pinky Wrislet (tidak terfikir nak tulis dlm blog so tidaklah saya snap any photo). Yang dibawah ni empunya diri snap sendiri and MMS me .Cantik tak?? (say yea yes )




2011 is such a hard and tough year for me. A roller coaster ride. The loss~the pain and sorrow that come with it. The crisis~ the accusation and the threat. The worries and the fear.

But I have so much faith that I wont be left alone. I have so much trust in Allah that setiap dugaan ada hikmah. Setiap kesulitan ada kemudahan. Beban menjadi ringan apabila Dia menghulurkan bantuan pada saat saat duka dan lara. Sentiasa ada bantuannya pada saya. Sentiasa.

Semestinya hati hati mereka yang menolong saya telah digerakkn oleh Allah. Mereka yang melegakan kesedihan saya, mereka yang melapangkan kesempitan saya dan mereka mereka yang meringankan beban dibahu saya.

Tiada yang lebih baik yang dapat saya beri selain doa supaya akan sentiasa ada kemudahan dalam kehidupan mereka.Moga setiap kesulitan dan dugaan hidup mereka menjadi ringan juga.

Apalah sangat pemberian saya berbanding dengan kerelaan mereka melegakan hari hari sedih dan susah saya. Apalah sangat. Saya tahu mereka mampu beli yang lebih mahal. Yet they were so happy receiving my unexpected gift.

Thank you for being there for me. Thank you to each one of you. I have no words to express my Thank You.

p/s
masih ada dua tiga orang yang belum saya cari hadiahnya. One fine day. But you are always in my prayer

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Dah Kahwin Budak Kecik Ni

from my forever draft 

salam

on  last beautiful sunday a few weeks ago, my gorjes little cousin got married. Once, I  babysat her. Time flies so fast. She grows up and I grow old :D.

anyway, she got my sickness, family asthma- of 5 siblings, she got it. Like me, she was always on MC due to asthma. Unlike me, she grows up slim and tall :). Somebody told me before that I was kind of having retarded growth :) (pendek and does not grow in height because I took too much drugs when I was a young - (tak nak mengaku memang keturunan pendek le tu hehe).

Hub once said she resembles my mum. I have no idea which part - part beauty kot heheh.

A long way to go dear. One whole new world. A long way for her to come to her wedding day as well. On the fateful night of last malam raya haji, she was involved in an accident. Terpelanting dari motor. Both legs not moving. One luka koyak, and one just felt terribly numb and heavy. 3 months bedridden. BUt the wedding plan was still on. Alhamdulillah dengan berkat ubat moden and traditional alternative medicines, she recovered just in time for her big day. A few  weeks before wedding dah boleh bertapak. And on her wedding day dah boleh pakai heels.:), walau tak boleh berdiri lama.
Alhamdulillah. Rahsia accident tu Allah ja yang tahu. As other things, semua nya ada hikmah. Ada kebaikan dalam tiap musibah.

Anyway happy pengantin baru ye - moga bahagia dunia akhirat. Amin
   

Belum Tentu Kita

Salam

True enough when  I said that last raya may become the last day of us meeting some of our close relatives, siblings, cousins, mak ayah, atuk dan nenek.

My dad's brother of 58 years old passed away last Friday's night. Unexpected and sudden death. We always thought of somebody older to go first  but the healthy man's turn it seemed. Alhamdulillah dia pergi just after Jumaat masuk. Sungguh cantik bahagian dia. Terlepas sudah seksa kubur.

Dia adik ke 2 ayah saya yang masih hidup. Adik pertama masih ada.  If I am not mistaken, there were 8 of them and now left with 3. I am not close to my dad's side. I seldom went back to his hometown when my dad was alive. Tapi sejak dia tiada, saya cuba melawat semua makcik dan pakcik sebab saya tahu saya patut berbaik baik bersama adik beradik arwah. That is the least that I can do. A thought  that shows I always remember him. So we paid a visit last raya. He was at work then. His wife called him and informed him that we were around and he came back with lemang and rendang for us.

Ramai yang baca yassin berselang seli. Saya harap ramai yang akan berbuat begitu pada hari kematian saya. Memberi saya bekal untuk perjalanan baru saya dipermudahkan. Is that everybody wish?? :) So baca lah yassin kalau melawat jenazah ye- dengan ikhlas dengan harapan dan dengan doa.

Strange... saya suka mengadap jenazah.
Saya suka menghantar hingga ke kubur.
Saya suka melihat mayat diturunkan
Saya suka suasana masa talkin dibacakan
Dulu saya takut, bukan pada jenazah tapi pada hantu :).
These days, smell of death menginsafkan  walau untuk seketika. 
Buat saya sedar dunia hanya la sementara

Again, I have this feeling that life as being really insignificant yet it is precious enough to be appreciated every moment. Revenge and hatred to be put aside. Sorrow to be overcome. Life is to be lived with happiness,damai hati dan tenang fikiran. Datanglah apa sahaja, we should not be carried away. Biarlah orang dengki, biarlah orang menabur fitnah, balaslah dengan kebaikan. Dengan doa, dengan salawat dan dengan hadiah ayat ayat Allah. I know it is easier said than done. Marah itu lebih mudah :)

But there will be a day, when we need to count on each other. Mengharapkan doa sesama kita. Yang kita kata jahat tak semestinya berakhir dengan kejahatan. Kita yang disangka baik belum tentu pengakhirannya baik.

Siapa tahu nasib kita kan?

May his soul be blessed with kasih dan rahmat Allah. Amin

Ceria Mewarna

Acha masuk contest mewarna anjuran kerajaan negeri selangor. The event took at sekolah agama Dina. Sangat meriah. Peraduan mewarna ni kiranya sambilan lah because parents were all gathered untuk dengar ceramah motivasi :D. Cikgu duk halau parents - leave, leave your child alone. Mak bapak sibuk duk tolong anak colour mana aci :). Mari dengar ceramah.

Ada YB Selat Kelang - yang I respect tu :), ada pakar motiasi jemputan khas  (PP said tak ingatlak namanya) and ada Ustaz Akhir Hayy you (hmmm pejam mata tak nak pandang hehe). Ada lah selitan selitan nasihat untuk ibu bapa sedikit sebanyak . Budak sekarang cerdik, umur 1,2 tahun already kenal Mac D and KFC. Macam Qayyum lah kan, kenal betul Uncle Colonel and uncle Ronald :), pandai tekan segala butang gadget,pandai hack I phone I yang ada password. pandai main online game and segala games, car racing, angry bird - tell me mannnn and segalalah. Tanya kenal Rasullulah SAW, hmm haram tak tau - nanti dah masuk sekolah, 4 tahun kalau g tadika islamic, insyaAllah boleh tahu gak, but kalau bukan islamic? :( tunggu darjah satu baru nak belajar. But uncle fast food kenal lama dah kan, especially anak saya lah, tak tau lah anak orang lain :).


Di ceramah - Ustazah duk pesan katanya, kalau pray , jangan duk halau yang kecik kecik tu, biasakan anak nampak and join sama, (we all halau gak, keluar keluar bilik ummi nak pray ni, especially Q suka pakat panjat panjat and gelak gelak, kadang ajak gak but nganggu concentrasi lah Ustazah ceh :)), ustazah said kalau kecik kecik dah halau esok besar ajak mana harap they all nak ikut. 

ada maskot lagi tu 

Errr, selain ceramah, ada interview terbuka, ada gerai gerai makanan and tudung etc. Macam macam lah ada hari tu -carnival like atmosphere lah but sayang saya tidak dapat menghadirkan diri. I missed it hehe, kerana ada dating yang sudah dijanjikan. Saya cuma bercerita dari cerita orang lain :). 

PS: thanks ye bawak the girls sementara saya borak mak kiah with MJ and Nanie - sarapan roti kebom di sinun, with Qayyum sibuk ajak nak balik. Ishh lain kali tinggal k.